too lost in you..

2005-07-27T08:36:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to Lidz, Ismail & Khalid. . My twins for life, my bitching partners and the people who I can confront when in dilemma. Happy Birthday to 2 of the important people in my life. Hope you two enjoy your special day and may it be filled with joy, happiness & love.

Most gifts are given just once and that's that, but the gift of your friendship is different. Anytime we're together, you just keep giving me your understanding, your acceptance, your inspiration and care. These are precious, ongoing gifts which you give away freely and which makes me wonder how I managed to get so lucky. You two are the best twins a person could ever want and I'm grateful for the wonderful gift that you will always be to me.

Happy birthday to everyone who shares the same birthday as us. Its a special day for you too. "Happy Birthday, May all your wishes come true! Enjoy your special day and just coz its not your bday doesn't make you any less special. Much love"

2005-07-26T20:15:00.000+08:00

Oops.. How long have I been missing in action again? :p hehe, I've been really busy with work and the girls are busy as well with starting orientation in UBD.. Far's officially with a guy who's somehow related to me and sheesh, every single Chinese is related to each other in Brunei. Apparently UBD orientation is tiring. Far is already asleep at 6pm!! *lols*

I had a suprise bday at the branch today. My seniors bought a cake for me and another colleage whose bday's on the 24th. Capi2 durang ah, they actually bought me Pierre Cardin lingerie dat looked totally hot! I loved it tho! *hehe* And yeah the wrapping paper is alang2 the transparent one and everyone could actually see what it is. Malu lah!

Shaz is back btw. Me, Far, Jon & Soph were in gdg last sat nite and we made last minute plans to go have sushi at excapade *stomach growls* I'm hungry now.. Neways, Shaz was around and man I missed dat girl. Babe, you suck cos you just got your tummy pierced. Lidz jelesh!

I'm so pooped out and woo hoo aku esuk off day. Inda kraja.. Woooo... :p Happy bday to me!! *lols*

Goodnite everyone.. Sweet dreams! ;)

2005-07-10T08:39:00.000+08:00

*yawn* I can't believe I'm awake this early. I'm supposed to go to my colleague's house today now cos it's her wedding but my dad left to church and I've got no ride to get there. Anyways Congrats Jo!

Had a long busy day yesterday. Work was hectic, lots of people coming in for help. I didn't have plans for lunch so I managed to wake Ching up besides the fact that she slept at 3am Poor Chingy! And I made her wake Far up who slept at 5am lagitah! I zoomed off to pick Ching up and dragged her to Setia Motor with me cos I gotta sign a few documents for my car. I can't wait for my car!!

Me & Ching were so hyper in the car considering how tired we were. Btw babe, I still need to emphasize this Say it, don't Spray it.. :p *haha* Picked up Far in a bit bla bla bla, we didn't wanna leave cos her kittens are sooooo adorable. We had to pry ourselves away from the cute little thingies curled up in its tiny bed. *awww*

I was pretty upset with baby at that time cos I was supposed to meet him but as always he just had to make plans with his friends when he knew he was supposed to see me already. *sigh* I seriously don't have a problem with him hanging with his guys but not when I already made plans to see him. GUYS!

We had to stop by my place for abit cos I wanted to take a shower and all. I wish I could post up the video of me blow drying Far's hair. According to Ching, we looked like some Tekken characters. Me with a hair dryer "gun" and Far posing with the "wind" blowing her hair. Weird chick!

Oh btw this is Far "pervertedly" scarring my teddybear for life. *haha*

We had to go buy some groceries for my dad cos he was being so manja and I didn't wanna let him use the car cos once he goes shopping he'll never come home. I'm serious!! We went to Katty Saloon after all the detours we had to make. So much for just getting our eyebrows shaped. The ladies there couldn't get off me and Far's hair so we ended up getting a cut & blowdry. *lols* KAPIHHH!!!!

We met up with Ajib and went to the Mall to do some shopping. Oh and otw to Utama we bumped into the twins Diya & Iyra and Beelah. I heard from Izan the day before that they would be back yesterday but I didn't know we were gonna bump into them that soon. Nice seeing the girls around again. Its been awhile. How you girls doing? :)

Ok, ppl who know Ching listen up. Me & Far picked this reali hot but short skirt for Ching to try on. After much persuasion, she did try it eventually and it looked reali good on her. I guess she loved the attention so much that she actually bought it! Ching! A skirt! A short skirt! *lols* She was grumbling and all but we knew she wanted to get it or else she wouldn't have carried it to the counter. *lol* Oooh I bought this pink to that looked so hot! *hee* And Far I hate you for looking good in the skirt and the jeans I wanted. I'm FAT!!!! *lol* I should have taken a picture of Ching in the skirt. OOh and we went to iWalk and Charles & Keith after and got Ching to buy some girly, flowery flats. *hee* Me & Far on a mission to turn Ching into a girly girl :D

After, I got to see my eye candy who works at Kokoberry *drools* hee~ See no touch wah! No harm done. We went to TPH Kiulap cos we were getting hungry. Got to sit down and talk some more and catch up with Ajib. Once again Ching, Say it don't Spray it! *hahahaha* Our last destination was Jerudong Beach. A shitload of ppl there but we had fun. We were the noisiest there and the calming effect was so necessary for me with all the mixed emotions that day.

What a day...

2005-07-07T19:45:00.000+08:00

Didn't go to work yesterday, managed to get an MC. Drove to Far's place to hang out for a bit. Went with baby to deposit his car first though. I was pretty amazed that Far's place is pretty cool during the afternoons. We pretty much lazed around the house and eventually got bored. I decided to call Ching and drag her to the beach with us. 15 mins i said..

I was all ready to leave to Ching's when we just had to burn a few cd's for the car. I kinda lost my cd =S it's probably under the car seat just like the time when i lost my remote, the guy who cleaned my car found it under the seats. So we spent another half an hour picking songs to burn..

First we went to Muara beach cos CHIIING wanted to go there. Took a few dumb looking pics there too. *lols*

yes, we look weird..

Unfortunately it started raining on us. We had to move to Serasa, which suprisingly the area was not pouring considering how near Muara & Serasa is. Far droved around for a bit and almost killed all of us.. Naah, m exaggerating. She's fine driving manual, she just needs to get the hang of the car and she'll be fine.

yes, far just had to take a picture of me with a huge ass choco milk carton..

oh yeah, got a few pictures of us at leo's place a few sat nights ago..

sipping a few drinks while at leonard's..

before...

after.... *lols* sori far n izan.. i love u gurls too ;)

Did I mention I've been working? Yeah, its tiring. M so knackered right now and OMG I just have to mention this. You CANNOT find lawa cd cases in Brunei!!! M getting my car soon. Yay! Can't wait! ;) M outtie!

2005-07-06T13:41:00.000+08:00

Hope the layout turns out alright, the damn picture doesn't seem to wanna show though. *fingers crossed* Been busy with work alot lately. Haven't had any time to blog. Sorry Sham! A lot has happened in this few months. =S

Looking on the good side, I'm gonna hit my one year anniversary on the 17th this month. YAY~ And my birthday's coming up.. woo-hoo! I'm at Far's now, gonna join her watch some cartoons. Update real soon.

Ciao..

<3

2005-03-23T17:34:00.000+08:00

Lidz is bored! Just picked up Far from her place and now we're sitting in Pizza Hut STARVING!~ *haha*

Far: "I'm HUNGweEEEEE"

Ching's here too and we're just bored n did I mention we're hungry.. Oh n Pimp My Ride is on now now.. I'M BORED!!!!!!!!!!

Far: "I want Edison Chen!!!"
Ching : "Where's my doggg?!!"

Lidz stares blankly at these two chicas.. n continues typing.. heheh.. :D

2005-03-14T12:00:00.000+08:00

Lidz is obsessed with GUESS! *drools*

totally drools at how hot dis watch looks. . but da diamonds can be tricky. .

da purse to go with it =D

da bag to go with it. . . *drools some more*

lawaaa~~~

I've been going out for lunch with Nadz & Fits a lot nowadays and also after work so all we do is go crazy over bags, shoes, watches n purses. *haha* typical girls, i know.. Jubilee is our playground, dats da place we hang out and yeah bitch about ppl.. *haha*

Oooh, n I went on a crazy shopping spree buying out the whole of Vincci (bags) & Charles n Keith... I bought everything in sight.. *i wish* hahah well, almost.. :p I LOVE BEING A GIRL!!! hehehe... Going out for lunch... =)

2005-03-01T23:10:00.000+08:00

Pfft, just got home from gdg.. Wat a tiring day, woke up early in the morning n got a text frm Chun asking me to go to BMW s/room to dgni her later ke mall to test her new Nokia 9500's WIFI. I was like oh wat the heck, I wanna test out my new laptop too. Went there at around 10+, had dim sum at food zone for lunch (c mel serve kami hehe) den back to the showroom till about 5. Went to pizza hut with chun n her dude, ate so much!! And to think I was so happy losing about 200+ calories the day before working out a Chymes gym in Kiulap. *sigh*

When I walked into Chymes, I was like "WHOA" I expected lots of ladies but I saw dudes!! Body builders who are not overbuilt. Just nice.. N one dat caught my eye.. *drools* Hey, he was checkin me out too.. hee~ *drools* I hope you're not reading dis babe.. If u r, m jz kidding. Hehe, nadawah..

Neways, yeah.. Got connected to WIFI, played around a bit n den got bored. *haha* Hung out at Taman Jubilee after kajap while waiting for baby. Den went gdg AGAIN to check out sum cd's n yada yada.. Snores.. I can't believe I missed American Idol and damn it Charmed pun nada sal A.Idol... N FUCKS, I just realized I missed Manhunt's FINALE today... @!!$%^@ Oh well, ders always the repeat at 2pm tomoro.

Neways, I'm sleeeeepy... Nites.. N gawd, I need a job. Buntu rasanya di rumah sja.. hee~

2005-02-28T12:02:00.000+08:00

Kau masih cantik seperti dulu, saat pertama ku jumpa denganmu. Terasa inginku bersamamu, tapi aku tidak seperti dulu. Kau senyum mesra, mungkin tak mengapa. Tapi aku tak bisa, pasti ada yang kan terluka.

Lidz & Hazz

Jangan di tunggu, pasti takkan berlaku. Walau ku cinta kamu. Biar di simpan, adakan sempadan. Aku dan juga dirimu.

Lidz & Alee

Kini aku telah berdua, masa depan yang tak kita duga. Ku tahu kau masih mengharap jua. Tapi ku tak bisa meninggalkannya.

Lidz & Faye

2005-02-22T14:33:00.000+08:00

I am bored!!! Lidz stalking Faye sja.. :p

M gonna start stalking Alee & Hazz n den Mel.. Haha, mummy u wud like dat :p

Lidz misses baby...

Lidz sleepy.. Nitey ppl :p

2005-02-21T15:40:00.000+08:00

in gdg.. just got a manicure n is damn bored.. daniel sez hi :p too butt lazy...

laters =)

2005-02-09T13:44:00.000+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year to all the Chinese ppl around. May the year of the Rooster bring you prosperity, luck and happiness.

I'm beraya-ing at Cindy's house now so ambil kesempatan of her E-Speed! hee~

Happy Belated Bday to Faye Gaboo 7/2 and Happy Advanced Bday to EBoy & Nuar 10/2

Lidzie

2005-02-03T15:10:00.000+08:00

Okay, my results aren't that bad but they aren't that good either.. I got a B, C and 2 U's. B for GP and C for Maths.. Ching just had her operation recently and boy she's so gonna kill me when she feels better coz all I can do is make her laugh when she's in pain. hee~

I didn't know wat I was up to so yeah..

Keejah, Nafi & Myself wearing our beemer shirt =)

I had the car to myself yesterday so I went all the way to pick Farah up. hee~ from cindy's house in bunut all the way to serasa and it took me less than half an hour to get to her place. Shiet, I must be going really fast. We went to Lambak to see baby Danial and after to Ching's place to hang out.. We went to gdg at about 10 to check out some cd's.. Lets just say gdg is a mighty boring place to be now. *yawn*

Btw, Max jahat :p kehehe~

Toodles~

2005-01-28T09:59:00.000+08:00

The anxiety of waiting for ur results is like UGH!! I was so anxious, I think I died for a moment there. *sighs* Rupanya HM is not back yet, so nothing can be publically published yet.

Either Saturday or Monday is my last day working at BMW.. *hee* I get to rest again! Thank God! The stress of waking up early every morning and thinking is just killing me.

I miss baby.. Baby u suck cos you gotta work Sat nite.. *sighs* Me mish u..

Anyways... I WANT MY RESULTS!!!!!

Laters

2005-01-25T05:35:00.000+08:00

Yay! I highlited my hair.. I have lots of brown streaks on my head now. I wanted to go for pink colour like Kelly Osbourne's pink in her Papa Don't Preach video but apparently pink colour don't last long (well I think its just Brunei salon's cant do shit)

Alex got me a tongue stud! Its the plain metallic one but hey I'm grateful and next week when he goes down to Miri again, he's gonna get me the indigo one. *awesome*

I love the song dat won the juara lagu thing but I can't remember the name of the song. Anyone who knows, tell me PLS! I knw its something "Rela ku..." (I heard la!) Anyways, WORK SUCKS! *haha* I hate it when I have to do some other ppl's work and I hate it coz when i DO, do their work I end up getting into trouble for listening to them. Dats just downright WRONG! I'm just being patient coz I might quit end of this month or probably torture myself to a few more months of being ordered by ppl. I make it sound like the job is dat bad huh? Nah, it has its fun moments. I mean which job does not suck if you're not ur own boss.. Right? All I knw is the ppl here are out to get me! I've gained 2kgs already. So much for trying to lose 10kgs!!! Grr..

I love Chinese New Year shopping coz its FUN! But I hate being everybody's driver. Ngalih bah! Krg mati engine, aku jua kana ketawakan.. hahah *lols* It happened a few times but m getting the hang of it already.. :p Can't believe I'm mentioning this.

Lidz loves DYGTA!!! =)

ciaos!

2005-01-24T16:47:00.000+08:00

I so love this pix, its practically stuck to my bedroom wall :)

Me likeys!~

The first pix is my favourite.. I'm just bored n I wanna post something so yeah.. hee~

A preview of whats on my bedroom wall :p keh-heh-heh!

Chinese New Year is coming up!! Yeayyy, money-money-money~

2005-01-23T00:11:00.000+08:00

I went on a shopping spree last night!! *hee* I bought tons of clothings & funky lingeries!! *hyperness* :p and tomorrow I'm getting my hair done.. I think I'll highlite 2 tones of color =D I can't WAIT!!! hee~

My parents were pretty cool on me picking everything I could get my hands on considering the fact that they nagged at me for being a insecure bitch who spends all the money that comes through my hands. *hee* They have a point but oh well.. =)

Can't wait, can't wait, can't wait..
I'm just so hyper right now and I can't think of anything else.. hee~

Laters~

2005-01-21T05:35:00.000+08:00

Results of Your Commitment Test

Your score = 85

According to this quiz, you seem to be ready to take the plunge into the inviting waters of commitment. You have strong feelings for your partner and seem to be willing to invest what you have into the relationship. Commitment is no small feat, but with the right person and a healthy outlook, the rewards are exponential. Cheers to your future!

I WISH!!

How bitchy are you?
Your score = 45

While you're not completely bitchy, you're no saint either. You have the occasional flare up of nastiness, and have been known to stoop low to get what you want. Perhaps you've pulled some dirty tricks in the game of love, or you've gotten huffy with friends when things are not going your way. Whatever the dirty deed, the root of your behavior could be a plain old-fashioned bad mood - it happens to the best of us, but just be careful not to let it happen too often. If, on the other hand, your malice is intentional and calculated, then you should rethink your attitude. You may be making some enemies!

*lol*

How lazy are you?
Your score = 60

You seem to be a happy medium between energetic and lazy. While you have enough vigor to tackle some of life's bothersome little jobs, you also let yourself off the hook when feeling particularly slothful. Chances are your occasional slips into lazy mode are harmless and don't do any long-term damage - as long as you don't carry these tendencies into the important areas of your life, like work or school. The most important thing is that you are happy with the way things are running. If, however, you kick yourself for being a bit on the idle side, put in a little extra effort. You know you've got it in you!

true..

How trusting are you?
Your score = 45

While you seem to believe in the overall goodness of humankind, you also realize that there are a few bad apples out there - and do your best to spot them before they take you for a ride. Essentially, you trust those that have earned your confidence, but don't dish it out indiscriminately. You may even give a second thought to trusting completely in those close to you, not because you think they would purposefully do anything malicious, but simply because you know human beings are flawed and easily swayed by temptation. Essentially, you're a trusting creature - but instead of trusting blindly, you take a realistic approach.

hmmm...

i'm just reali bored!!

2005-01-21T05:15:00.000+08:00

Jen's leaving today, its kinda depressing but yeah. I'm finally gonna spend time with baby after 1 whole week =S i mish him.. its past lunch time n ders still no one at the office so i figured i might as well blog a bit.

Yai is being such a bitch.. *lol* Ko jabir wang!

A little something for you to read. .

In front of the person you like, your heart beats faster. But in front of the person you love, you get happy. In front of the person you love, winter seems like spring. But in front of the person you like, winter is just beautiful winter. If you look into the eyes of the one you like, you blush. But if you look into the eyes of the one you love, you smile. In front of the person you like, you can't say everything on your mind. But in front of the person you love, you can. In front of the person you like, you tend to get shy. But in front of the person you love, you can show your own self. You can't look straight into the eyes of the one you like. But you can always smile and stare into the eyes of the one you love. When the one you like is crying, you end up comforting. But when the one you love is crying, you cry with them. The feeling of like starts from the ear. But the feeling of love starts from the eye. So if you stop liking a person you used to like, all you need to do is cover your ears. But if you try to close your eyes, love turns into a drop of tear and remains in your heart forever .

Lidzie~

2005-01-20T13:23:00.000+08:00

You're a Mystical. You don't fit in in any way and
most people just find you weird, but you are in
a group. You are respected by everyone, even
though you're just really different.

What kind of group person are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

2005-01-20T05:21:00.000+08:00

* Honestly, where u at? ~ in the office
* Honestly, what's on your mind? ~ nothing, i'm just bored
* Honestly, who are you chatting online with?~ no one
* Honestly, what is it that you REALLY should be doing right now?: ~ see my baby
* Honestly, have you brushed your teeth today?: ~ of course!
* Honestly, are you a good friend?: ~ yeah
* Honestly, do you really think going to school is all that important?: ~ unfortunately yes
* Honestly, what are your dreams about mostly?: ~ i dunno :p
* Are you HONESTLY single?: ~ NOPE
* Honestly, what are you so happy about right now? ~ being with my baby
* Honestly, what are you so sad about right now?: ~ family feuds
* Honestly, how old are you now?: ~ 18
* Honestly, who are you missing?: ~ my baby
* Honestly, have you ever stole something?: ~ yup
* Honestly, what song are you listening to right now? ~ spice girls -too much! haha, its on my winamp!!!
* Honestly, who do you want to meet at this very moment? - my baby
* Honestly, where do you like to be kissed?: ~ wherever possible :p
* Honestly, do you hate someone right now? ~ His EX! hee~ sja~
* Honestly, who do you wanna hug right now? ~ BabyME
* Honestly, are you bored? ~ u think?
* Honestly, who do you wanna slap right now? ~ HER! just for fun :)

2005-01-20T03:14:00.000+08:00

The Sexy Test

GET A PIECE OF PAPER AND NUMBER IT 1-10.(NO CHEATING)

SEE YOUR RESULTS AT THE END OF THE TEST

1. WHAT SHADE OF HAIR DO YOU HAVE?: a. DARK b. LIGHT
2. IF YOU WERE OUT ON A DATE WOULDYOUWANT TO: a. GO TO A PARTY b. GO OUT TO EAT
3. WHATS YOUR FAVORITE COLOR OUTOF: a. PINK b. YELLOW c. BABY-BLUE d. SEA-FOAMGREEN
4. PICK YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIE OUT OF:a. SURFING b. SKATING c. SKIING
5. IF YOU COULD PICK A STOREBETWEENTHESEWHICH WOULD YOU PICK?:a. OLD NAVY b. PACIFIC SUNWEAR c. VICTORIA'S SECRET
6. WHATS YOUR FAVORITE STATE OUTOF:a. CALIFORNIA b. FLORIDA c. OHIO
7. IN THE SUMMER WOULD YOU RATHERGOTO:a. THE BEACH b. GO SOMEWHERE COOLER
8. WHATS YOUR BIRTHDAY MONTH? a. January b. February c.March d. April e. May f. June g. July h. August i. September j. October k. November l. December
9. WOULD YOU RATHER: a. CHILL AT HOME b. GO OUT WITH FRIENDS
10. NAME A PERSON OF THE OPPOSITE SEX.

*ANSWERS*

1. a- dark: sexy (5 points) b- light: sweet (2 points)
2. b- go out to eat: romantic (5 points) a- go to a party: playful (2 points)
3. a- pink: cute (2 points) b- yellow: loud (2 points) c- baby-blue: cool (2 points) d- sea-green: horny (5 points)
4. a- surfing: active (2 points) b- skating: determined (2 points) c- sking: daring (5 points)
5. a- old navy: preppy (2 points) b- pacific sunwear: fun (2 points) c- victoria's secret: sexy (5 points)
6. a- California: you like being around people(2points) b- Florida: party time in the Heat (5 points)c- Ohio: quiet, likes the cold (2 points)
7. a- beach: tan likes the sun (5 points) b- somewhere cooler: pale and original (2points)
8.a- January: popular (5 points) b- February: lovely (2 points) c- March: loud (2 points) d- April: playful (5 points) e- May: chills a lot (5 points) f- June: happy (2 points) g- July: smooth (5 points) h- August: fun (2 points) i- September: quiet (2 points) j- October: out going (2 points) k- November: pimpin it (5 points) l- December: warm (2 points)
9. a- Home: boring (5 points) b- Go out with friends: crazy (5 points)
10.That person will fall in love with you!!!!! [He's already in love with me =p]

MAXIMUM POINTS =
0-20 points = Not so sexy
21-35 points = Rather sexy
36-45 points = Too sexy for this test!!!

I'm rather sexy *flirtatious tone* hahah. . lols
I'm just bored. .

More junk later. .

2005-01-19T06:40:00.000+08:00

Yay! New layout! You likey?

Hee, I was so bored tdi dat I actually made a blog for Keejah. . Its HOT! I'm obviously not blogging for her. . I'm just doing the rest :p

Its a quiet day in the office, boss isn't around now so everyone's more relaxed n all. . I mean our boss is really cool but we can't help feel the pressure when someone with a "higher power" is around. It happens everywhere la~

This place is obviously out to get you, I keep eating n eating n eating! I was hungry just now so I made someone buy sandwiches for us n den boss came back with some boiled eggs *nyummie* n den during lunch they dragged me to Jolibee at the Mall to eat some more! So much for losing 10kgs!

I was craving sushi a few days ago and finally went on Sunday with Abg Isz & Ka Nina. We dropped by Lambak first and guess who I saw; HAMDI. . :D

Dee, u suck. . you never tell anyone when you're back n u just leave all of a sudden. . Well, we talked and I watched him play "The Guy Game" *lol*

I heard the A-Level results are due on the 27th this month, my heart is racing but I just wanna get it over with. I wanna know if I can get into probably UBD or even ITB. I just wanna continue studying. . Working isn't my thing yet, I'm just too young. .

Update again laters. .

Lidzie~

2005-01-18T08:04:00.000+08:00

I need a new layout. . .
I'm bored. . .
I'm sick, at least I feel sick. . .
I miss my baby. . .
I need to get out of the house pronto. . .
Work sucks. . . Too tiring. . .

I'm too lazy. . .
Fcuk it. . .

Happy 6 mth anniversary sygMe. . .

Laters~

2005-01-16T11:55:00.000+08:00

I am BORED! Baby's having his op right now.. *sigh*

Work is a drag. . Life is a drag. . I am so NOT depressed, I just complain alot. I'm hungry, sleepy and my head hurts.

Dang Melina, mana duit ku? Kapih ku nie.. I'm broke for the whole month.. I spent a whole lot of cash buying BMW merchandise.. But its so totally lawa! The BMW - Puma bag & shirt is LAWA~ Yeah, I'm just trying to get myself to think it is SO worth it to spend dat much money on them. Hee~

Bored-ness. . .

More boobie update when I feel like it..~

2005-01-15T05:09:00.000+08:00

Friendster is fcuked at the moment, they must've finally listened to the many complains of their new layout. *lol*

Anyways.. I'm fcukin broke.. My mum's a bitch.. I can't get my car YET.. Damn results are NOT out yet (yes, I want them NOW) not that I'm confident or anything, I just wanna get it over n done with. Home = PRISON, lets see what else can I bitch about? Oh and I have to wash my own clothes.. How fcuked is dat?!! Klu ada washing machine baik jua. Abis kerja den jln.. By the time i get home I'll be too tired to bother about my clothes and now there's a mountain of dirty clothes and yeah I finally decided to wash em and came LATE for work just now..

I have a fcukin curfew of 11PM!!! Who the hell comes home at 11pm?!! C'mon la, I'm a girl 18 coming 19.. I have a life!! Unlike the ppl I live with who are boring, two faced & childish! *yawn*

Enough bitchings, come to think of it; I need to have some resolutions for the new year.. Achievable ones la! *haha* I always come up with the impossible and end up bitching about myself.. :p

Lets see:
1) Oh yea, lose 10 kg :p (I'm FAT!)
2) Get my Mazda 3 Sport w/ kits :D *drools*
3) Save up at least 1k in less than 6 months
4) Be more patient & less stubborn
5) Get into Uni!!

Jen's leaving on Saturday to UK (if confirmed) I haven't hung out with her in ages and thats the last time I'm gonna see her, well at least for now. That sucks, Jen's usually my crying partner.. The girl that comforts me fully and cheers me up when I'm down. She just picks me up when I fall n even supports me before I fall. She's just like a big sister to me dats why she's my chea².. Love her to bits..

Fits got a job at HSBC, pretty awesome :) You ppl knw how petite she is right? N yesterday, she was driving her dad's landcruiser.. haha.. picture that.. I couldn't stop laughing! YES, YES.. she has her license already.. :p

Ooh, friendster ahh banyak stereotypes... I knw I'm in a few mcm "BRUNEIblah" dis n dat yg stereotype ppl.. yeah.. I don't reali like dat coz everybody's beautiful in their own way.. N i was bored just now so I created a group arah myspace.com :D *lol* sajaaa~ its called "BruneianRawks" hehehe~ Sjaaaa~ I was bored.. and a little pissed at dat time.. Friendster lagi fcuked up.. So yeah.. OH shit.. I've been going on and on dri tadi.. Time to go.. Lunch time!!

Mucho luvvvvv~

2005-01-12T08:39:00.000+08:00

I'm bored shitless and a bit upset cos I was invited last minute brabis to Nadz birthday bash. "Like okay, whatever sorry can't go coz its too last minute"

I don't feel like studying anymore but I feel like I'm somehow gonna regret this decision. *sigh*

Neways, dis sux!!

Laters

2005-01-11T06:20:00.000+08:00

Argh, doggone tummy ache! =(

I'm bored!!! How many times do I have to say this without really meaning it? There's no one I can reali chat with on MSN so yeah.. I'm fresh out of ideas on what to do and there's no work to be done! Ish, ada kerja complain.. Nada, complain jua.. Sheesh!

Yeah, I'm just talking to myself now. I wanna get a Volks Beetle, the initial plan of me n da gurls was to buy dat car.. Sigh..

Shit, gtg to Land Transport nw..

Laters

2005-01-08T07:09:00.000+08:00

Lidz & MD's Prom King 2004 :p

*haha* biar ko dan! me lups u too.. i had a great time although i didn't stay long. =D

I don't have anything to do.. Boss isn't around so I spent the whole morning eating with Keejah and the whole afternoon just surfing around and listening to music. I did have a few odd jobs but yeah.. =) I cud get used to this.. But with all good has to come some hardship.. I just know it!

Oh well!! I'm bored and I wanna sleep!

Ciao!

2005-01-07T06:23:00.000+08:00

MSN 7 is so SIUK! Its just hilarious.. I keep nudging ppl and the whole screen shakes.. *lol* I'm such a child.. Man, I keep eating in the office.. Malar kna bawa makan lagi.. I'm just getting FAT! I keep bugging Rizal and I think he's getting sasak jua.. c TiTs tu punya pasal suruh ku d/l tadi pagi.. *haha*

My room is turning into a beemer shrine. I've got posters, huge calendars, shirts, caps, pens, catalogues all over the place. *sigh* I worship a beemer! *lol* I got my prom pix already and yg arah my camera so blur meh.. ntah n ders only 2 good pix dat is of me and daniel.. hee~ so since there was a free calender thing arah the photo shop i chose dat pix.. haha sasak my baby liat.. but hey.. no harm.. Daniel is my BESTFRIEND.. But YOU.. yes YOU.. you're my sayang, daling, baby.. ;) *mwahs*

I'm bored now.. *haha* lets see if there's anymore beemer stuff to collect here..

Mucho luv~~

2005-01-01T07:00:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year!!!!

May you be blessed with peace, harmony and good health in this new year..

Mucho Luv!

Lydia~ welcoming 2005 with a big smile

2005-01-01T04:19:00.000+08:00

All new year plans cancelled, not that i was planning to go party n all but yeah.. I'm still going out though, but have NO idea where to. *haha* typical me..

Yes Chun, I AM working today but no worries I don't have much to do so the music is on full blast and I'm just surfing around doing nothing. I'm not even going out for lunch, pecaya ko? hee~

Lidz can't wait for BMW 1 Series to come out.. *drools*

To Nur's family, glad you guys are okay.. Praying for the ppl who lost their loved ones in the Tsunami..

Not really waiting for tonight..

Muchos Luvatoo...

2004-12-31T05:50:00.000+08:00

Couldn't go home last night, ended up staying at baby's place.. *sigh* and I have to work the next morning, so I practically did NOT sleep much cos I wasn't used to it and all. Came to the office looking like a scarecrow. Didn't eat the whole day too. Had gastric pain by the end of the morning.

I went with Keejah to Aminah Arif to meet up with the guys cos they decided to have ambuyat for lunch.. *nyum* but eating oily food when you have gastric is not good! *groan* M feeling better now.. Shit! I can't believe tomorrow's NYE and I have NO PLANS! I have absolutely no idea what to do. Most of the hotels are booked up, so I can't check in and have a party with ma gurls. It sux!

Plus, my pay's not out yet.. *sigh* M so BROKE! Oh well.. Can't complain more.. Got nothing to do and ended up browsing through Friendster for HOURS! So bored.. Anyways, once again Fit & Chun you guys suck for going to Labuan tomorrow.. hee~ but I ain't missin out on anything anyways.. ;p (if u knw wat i mean) hee~

Muchos Luvatoo..
Lidzieeeee~

2004-12-30T04:45:00.000+08:00

NEW layout!!

2 more days till New Year's Eve!!! I don't really have plans so am not that eager for it. *lol* Fits, Chun and their dates will be going to Labuan. I was supposed to go with them but I cancelled out cos of some personal reasons. *grr* Oh well.. Can still spend NYE here with my baby wat..

Empire ada party jua by Basement Rhythm but its $88!!! From 10pm-2am! Gila kali! Free flow of SOFT drinks plg.. I don't even know if its worth it. Oh well.. Nadz, aku nda tau ni kan behapa.. Last² di rumah sja ni tdo.. Or I cud go to the beach and have a BBQ with some friends and watch the fireworks from there. Well it doesn't reali matter where I am as long as my baby's there :p hee~

Prom nyt was FUN.. I had a blast and congrats to Ryda and baby Daniel on being Prom Queen & King.. hee~ I nominated you DAN!! :p hehe.. me sygs u too.. I had a blast dancin and takin lots of pix but I had to leave early.. hee~ jumpa my baby.. nope, he didn't come with me.. hee~

Got to go now.. Have lots of work to do.. Yeah, I'm working on NYE.. sighs-
Missin you lots babe! <3

Lidzie

2004-12-25T02:43:00.000+08:00

I don't want a lot for x'mas

There's just one thing I need

I don't care about presents

Underneath the x'mas tree

I just want you for my own

More than you could ever know

Make my wish come true...

All I want for x'mas is you...

²7Lidzie9o9

2004-12-25T00:52:00.000+08:00

Merry X'mas people and Happy Birthday to Felix! =)

It's a quiet morning, its x'mas eve and 2 more days to the MD Prom..

Need to shop for some more x'mas presents..

Watch KungFu Hustle ppl, siuk! =)

Had a late but satisfying night *lol* missin u syg..

Enjoy ppl! =) 2004 is almost ending..

²7lidzie

2004-12-24T08:40:00.000+08:00

Lidz ngalih eh.. banyak kerja but a fun day la.. :) can't wait for office hour to end.. m gonna watch kungfu hustle with my baby..yeay!! dudu kambangs btw!! :p

the whole office bau durian anie wah.. argh, hate durian.. oh shit.. baby's here.. got to go.. hahah lols

lidzie

2004-12-22T03:40:00.000+08:00

ivon gila, ivon gila.. haha just wanted to mention that.. anyways.. x'mas is coming up! yay..! m going x'mas shopping with my daddy tonite.. can't wait.. all da anticipation of opening MY gifts.. hee! and drinkin da nite before.. kehehe.. :D~

work isn't tat bad nemur.. has its stressful moments but yea.. oh shit, speaking of which.. yesterday i had dis DST test thingie coz i actually applied there before and i saw nadz.. OMG, the test was so STewPID~ it was so kanak²ish.. mcm primary 6 punya english and math.. ntah eh.. lame brabis..

so yea, prom tix are being sold on the spot but u gotta find the tket holders coz u won't be able to buy it dpn²..

gtg, more work.. laters

lidz x0x0

2004-12-17T08:45:00.000+08:00

wat a baaad morning, pagi² dah kna marah ani wah.. oh well, not entirely my fault.. sabar je.. is no one coming up with a list of songs for me? hee.. special occasion kli ah, send la ppl! help me out.. oh and PLS ppl my first friendster is FULL.. cari sja Lidzie II =p i'm too lazy ryt now..

hehe, cian mum-me mel sunburnt brabis g tu.. oh well.. 10 more days to da prom.. good luck! lols.. hehe lidzie sayangss u too ;p i'm thinkin of oh so many ways to persuade my mum to get me the Mazda 3 sport *drools* (i want!!!)

ooh, ders this volleyball tourney thing going on at work and shit i don't even knw how to play volleyball.. the last time i tried, abis wah merah tangan ku.. esuk lagi kana suruh practise.. gila eh! i wonder how i'll deal with dat.. dis saturday lagi belawan and i dun even knw wit who.. haha lols.. i'm bored, alone at the office ryt nw and just waiting for 5pm.. damn punchcard!! grr! yay, esuk kna lanja mkn di office.. hahah.. anyways..

too lazy to think..

lidz

2004-12-16T05:32:00.000+08:00

I miss drinking!! Somebody.. get some for me..!!! Grr.. Anyhoots, I'M BORED!! Oh yeah.. Scroll previous post ppl and EMAIL ME... =) be naish, help dis bitch here.. hee..

Baby, I mish u like crazy..!! MmmMMm...

Lidz jobless and bored to death..

When's my first paycheck gonna ever come out!!

Laters..

2004-12-16T02:08:00.000+08:00

Last nite was HELL! I mean it was fun at first; just me n chun, then me n my baby and THEN our parents had to get into the picture. Sigh, sometimes you get carried away and dun realize the damn time and they make a big deal out of it. Gawd, I feel like a child..

Doesn't it suck balls when ur parents just treat u like a child and fuss over the smallest things? Yeah.. GOD, someone buy me a beemer!! I just can't complain enough today.

Ooh anyone has any ideas of some slow dance music or some reali cool r&b songs email me!! Need em: MAIL ME!! Recent or old ones, it doesn't matter.. Hit me asap!!

2004-12-15T05:23:00.000+08:00

a place for my childish rants.. argh!! such a stressful day.. I am so not up for working permanently yet.. I miss the times where I wake up late, go out till late at night: drinking and laughing with my girls.. the only plus is I finally have my license; downside: NO CAR!! Working at BMW and looking at all these cars is driving me NUTS.. sigh-

laters..

2004-12-14T00:22:00.000+08:00

Argh, mum's being a bitch.. Work IS a bitch.. I've been having all these shitty problems on and off.. I mean what are these ppl thinking? Eh ngalih ku eh.. Me, Fit & Chun kinda hung out at cz last nite and yeah we're not reali fond of the ppl der.. Its just weird.. I'm not reali keen of that place either.. Oh well.. Can't blame me!

Gawd, I can't wait for school to start! I have till August u knw and dat sux! I'm bored half the time, I work mornings, sleep in the evening and I can't reali find the time to go out with my chicas nemur. Jen, where the hell are you?! You've been MIA and you're leaving us in less than a month time!! Hello?!

But hey a plus side to my job, I get to check out BMW's all day long.. *dr0ols*
Laters..

2004-12-12T03:55:00.000+08:00

Started working recently and am even more busy to do anything now. Life's a bitch, oh well.. Prom ticket up for grabs! Whoever booked them from me (looks at Khalid & Alim) c'mon collect them already.. You don't get to buy the tickets on the spot you knw..

Oh and Nadz sucks big time, I heard she's working at Basement Rhythm.. That bitch! I'm just waiting for lunch time to arrive now and am outta here. Too tired to think and yay, I finally got my license.. =)

A little advert online: MD Prom @ JPCC Royal Berkshire Hall on 26.12.04
Singles: $35 Couples: $55 (i think!) =p

Anyways, I'm outtie... Ashlee Simpson as my layout? What was I thinking? *haha*

2004-11-12T09:54:00.000+08:00

How long have I been away? Hee... Max, i miss buggin u tons and Wir u suck balls! *lol* Gawd, being at home is just so BORING... I don't have to go to school nemur *yay* except when I have my exams.. I've been out alot lately, hanging out with the girls and meeting my baby.. Oh Jurz I got my phone already.. 7610 baby.. I knw u hate me but I lurf u.. Well yeah I didn't go home for 4 days last week so I was crashing at Fit's crib.. We're just bitching and jalan2-ing 24/7.. Argh, Chem exam was hell.. So to those ppl who'll be in Form 6 nxt year, don't freaking take Chem.. Its a nightmare.. I got a B3 for O-Levels but wthell it doesn't matter even if u got a freaking A.. Its tough! So yeah, listen to me ayght..

Yesterday we had our sungkai dinner at Frats, Bandar and fyi its Yani and Icky's 11mth anniversary.. So sweet! Faye, Far, Diz, Mel and the guys were all there.. =) Uhm, I got to hang out with Sham & Jib in gdg.. We were basically just hanging out at cz and walking around the Mall doing nothing. Khalid was at cz too.. Twin, you jahat ah nda mau sit with me.. Hmph! Dun syg me anymore.. Well, Sham I wouldn't want to be in your position for sure but you gotta chill out okay.. Its all good.. and good luck for ur BST thing.. =)

Khy! U suck, i miss u and u suck big time... No text, no emails, no nothing? Well at least you test-ied me... Luv ya sweetie.. UGH, I'm too lazy... and its time to eat.. :D Hang in there ppl who fast.. Its just a few more days to go... Mwahahhahaha... <3

2004-10-09T04:51:00.000+08:00

this is gonna be a short one coz i'm just too butt lazy... i have exams in 4 days time.. baby danial's becoming cuter and cuter each day and our new tv is finally here AND i have a phone line at home!!!! :)

the bitches have been hanging out in fit's house a lot lately and i'm becoming darker and darker coz i'm their driver now.. oh well... hazz, its NOT fun.. lalala X)

tomorrow's the last day of school ever! yay!

lidz bought new shoes, clothes and jeans and all....

lidz is officially broke.. and still waiting for my new hp line and hp to come..

lidz is in love and married with two twins.. yay! =D *haha*

i'm gonna go now.. :p before i start bullshittin again.. hee...

2004-09-28T04:40:00.000+08:00

I'm officially depressed... So much for drinking early in the morning.. and in school too! Yeah, I'm telling da whole world... Jen's leaving us to UK.. Bitch eh..! Who am I gonna fuck around with now? :D *lol* Yeah, we all look like lame bitches right nw bagas all dat crying.. *lol* Oh well.. School's a drag and that bitch still hasn't apologized for calling us whores just coz she's damn jealous and she doesn't have a good come back for us.. LAME-O!!!!

Apatah tu, pikir ia cool sangat.. Padahal she's just a freakin JUNIOR! Eh lame eh.. hahaha.. Kanak² prasan adults.. oh well, ppl like dat still exist out there.. and a shitload of them from MD.. lols.. Bah I'm outta here.. This sucks!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-09-22T02:50:00.000+08:00

c Lidz in a bitchy mood! She wants to find this fugly chick and kick her ass.. Hee-hee! Lidz sama Fit & Nadz masa ani keboringan dlm ICT MD yg sucks to da max! C Mas gila baie curi Fits phone!!!

Alim intercepts--->
had a fun day at skool... sucks balls hate skoool... fucking sucks ... najib is gay hehe...

Lidz:
I miss twin! Mana ia? Eh Lim mana my twin? Oh ya.. Haz Gaboo you'll be rooting for me right when I whoop dat bitch's ass!! ;) U knw dat bitch actually hide herself.. Ish... Wait till I find her... :)

ALim----------------------> i know its long.. lidz jeles.. hehe mana si khalid kan... fuck in hell ta banar... boring ya nada.. chill sama najib saja masa ani.. siuk jua ...tapi where the fuck is my bruh/.. hate every class... esp fuck that shit i wanna go gdg... hehe errr... ada gupsi????? paloi eh si roy ngacau aku masa ani... melayan fanats ia... penyabu tu ia atu... tapi nda ketara matanya sipit.. hehehehehhehe :) awu wah roy ko lawa~~~ nda kan d ampas wang saya wang... gulung ko krg eh.... nda ku bayar hutang ku krg...bith bith yo... nada duit ku masa ani... hey wan hehe apa ada....bila road trip???? hehehehehehehh <============================~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~ sssssssssssssssSSssssss sss ssss s sssss *cough* *cough* hehehe so yeah... i got anew memory card 128 wang wang hehehehe.... MORE PORN FOR ME hahahahaha :P fuck lah... im fuckin talkin shit herr ...jgn wah lidz... aku kan blog wah...baie ko heheh ... *to be continued* najib ------------------------------> wah lagi panjang (alim gay) nda ku tau o... rumah nina nana kalid ia kali. buruk wah keyboard nya kalau aku buat wireless tu (roy penyabu) apakan (alim gay)

fudge.. hahah lidz back again.. these lame ass ppl just blabbing their gay asses off hahah.. nada wahh lidz shayangs u guys! ;) ehh fuck u roy lawa ringtones mu ahh cibai.. heheheh.. neways.. i'm in a "i want to fight mood" hahahah i wanna kick dat girl's ass.. eh shit.. mcm inda bejubo perempuannya atu... boring eh.. bahhh laterrrrrrrzzzz!!!!!! LUP U BYATCHES!!! BGC RULES!! ;)

2004-08-18T12:00:00.000+08:00

hehe, my presents!! there's actually more but i can't seem to find da pix.. there's the cow from Ali Gaboo ;) the teddy from Sham and the elmo from Ching.. aww.. I love you guys.. I'm still in the birthday fever.. dunno why..

Sori it took this long to post up the pix but yeah, i've been busy with my exams and all..

this is my bday cake, compliments from the BGC's.. mwahs babes!! Hee-hee! I was so close to crying when I saw the cake but yeah the words made me laugh.. lols..

Ooh, I just got my AS results today.. not reali that satisfying but yeah.. B for Math and E for both Biology and Chemistry. At least I got a B :) *phew* Mr Singh's not gonna hang me on the fan now.. *winks* ayghts.. post up more pix next time ya!!

2004-08-06T02:45:00.000+08:00

MD Ict sucks.. Can't do shit.. Can't surf for shit.. I'm not happy!

Dayat: Suck my dick!
Wira: I need to fuck, I haven't fucked for the past 12 hours..

Blah, we're bored! This place sucks and my PC sucks! I wanna post up pix but I can't!! And whoever's been signing up in MY MSN, I'll kick your ass if I find out who u are... :) *innocent*

laterz

2004-07-29T13:55:00.000+08:00

I had the best birthday EVER! Well not that I partey-ed and all but I reali felt loved. :) So naish! I got about 50+ text on my birthday. Thanks to all who actually stayed up just to text me at exactly 12am.. Love you guys! I was so excited that I couldn't sleep properly, I think I had bags under my eyes that morning.. =S *lol* Well it was worth it, when I arrived everyone was already screaming out Happy Birthday so I had to run and hide to avoid the embarassment. I made my way to my registration room, oh and before that I put up twin's (khalid's) card for ppl to sign. Yesh, I made him one and thank you MumMe Mel for printing twinMe Khalid and Ismail's pix. :D

When I reached the registration room, Mail was already there pointing to my present. I didn't wanna do anything to make it obvious that it was our b'day so I didn't reali say much till my tutor was like "Ooh, its someone's bday today. Actually 2 of them: Saiful & Marilyn" Yeah that's our names.. *lol* And we were like Uh-oh! What's he gonna do. The next thing we knew, everyone was already singing out loud to us. Yea, naturally I turned red. (Ching: No I DO NOT turn THAT red!) I ran out and headed for my first class. Cass was smiling at me when she saw me walking thru the door. XP~ I requested those yummy cookies of hers for my bday and she baked 18 cookies just for my 18th bday. So sweet, thanx babe! ;) Kashful saw the cookies and went nuts! And I just remembered he loved them too.. nyeh.. too bad they're MINE.. ALL MINE! XP I guess him bugging Mr Singh to sing me a bday song was payback. Yes and my whole math class started singing with me hiding under my assignment.

I was SO glad when it was break time but NOOO, yani had to remind me that the whole block was gonna bug me. I went from the back and headed towards my usual area, near the Audi and it was cool at first till Mas came and started singing so everyone joined in. Then I saw Ching, Cindy and Jidz coming. I practically ran and hid in the toilet, so they went in and dragged me out and made me fall on my knees in front of everyone ON MY DAY! *blush* Thank God no one really saw it, well except da gurls so yeah.. They dragged me towards their group and before we reached there the first group we passed started singing out loud and then the other group started after they ended so basically the whole stretch of MD was singing Happy Birthday to me. I was flattered and happy but tortured at the same time. C'mon! I'm 18! Spare me!

Ooh, I got tons of pressies by lunchtime. Thanks Twin Mail for getting me a big box of ferrero rocher chocolates. ;) Haz got me a frog beanie and a tiny ceramic one. So cute! FYI, I love FROGS! ;) (I knw I'm weird) hee-hee! Ammar burnt me a CD with all my favourite songs in it. :) Mel got me a box of cookies and Ali got me a cow plushie.. CUtes.. I skipped block 5 and 4 to go and get some pizza's for the gang for lunch. Halim drove there and I drove back. Halim's driving kinda made me dizzy, but it was ayght.. *hee* We took the food and started camping outside the auditorium and waited for the ppl to come and yeah eventually all these hungry ghost came.. *lol* Then Koko Sham came and went to do something which I didn't knw what at first but after eating Fits and him went to the car to do something and next thing I knw they had a b'day cake with them.. :) *sweet* I wasn't expecting a cake and I almost cried but I didn't when I saw the wordings on the cake. "Happy 18th birthday BITCH, From the Audianz" *lol* I started laughing.. OOh, koko made a boo-boo by forgetting to remove the receipt that's stapled to the cake.. *lol* I was like ooh nice, 12 bucks! hahaha! He was so embarassed.. Sori koko! ;) They sang AGAIN and made me make a wish before I blew out the candles. :) After having cake, koko brought this huge and so lawa Tommy Hilfiger bag with my present in it. Guess what he got me? A huge Me-To-U teddy with a flower behind it.. SO LAWA! That just made my day even more special. Thanks koko, you're the best. Love yah!

After tuition, yes I had to go tuition that day from 4-530, Acai picked us (Jidz, Me, Ching & Cindy) up from tuition and drove us to gdg. We had dinner at Fratini's. Cindy ordered something that she didn't knw what it was and it turned out to be a big ass crossaint looking thing. It was yummy though. Ching dropped her first serving on the table and that kept us laughing for awhile. *hee* We didn't stay for long coz I had another dinner to go to with my family. So yeah at around 7+ I was at nyonya having dinner AGAIN with my family. Abg Isz and Ka Nina arrived a few mins after us and she had this huge PINK bag with her. I was curious so she told me to open it and guess what.. It was a PINK FROG plushie! *hee* Weird color but still CUTE! Thanx abg & kaka.. mwahs.. <3 I didn't finish my food coz my tummy felt like it was about to explode. I bet I'll gain 5 kilos after all that eating. So much for losing weight. *lol* By the time I got home I was pooped and fell asleep the instant my head touched my pillow.. Aah sanctuary!

I gave Mail and Khalid their presents the next day. Khalid didn't come though. Poor baby's sick.. Get well soon sweetie! Fits and Daniel both got me a gift and I didn't open it till I got home. Fits & Dan, thanks for the thong! LAWA! ;) I went through all my classes and during lunch I had to meet baby. Baby told me he wants to give me my present. AND he told me it was a picture frame coz he was kinda broke and seriously I wasn't expecting anything from him. I AM happy as it is.. Then when I walked to his car I saw this HUGE ASS present wrapped in a KIUT frog thingie wrapper.. hee-hee! I was like "uuhh why's it so huge if its a photo frame" and he was like "oh, there's just a lot of boxes in there." Baby wanted me to open it but I didn't want to coz malu lah.. apa lagi.. *hee* so after all the begging and pleading he finally agreed to open it for me and when I saw what was inside I couldn't talk for awhile.. Not that long.. *lol* It was this HUGE ASS TEDDY that I adored!!! Awww... I couldn't stop smiling when I saw it.. Thanks baby! I love you...!! Tapi baby jahat ahh.. pandai sudah tipu ah.. :D Err, but I got a headache the moment I remembered that I had to carry it around school. It is seriously HUGE!! malu kaliah.. well I didn't have to go thru dat coz Jen just kidnapped my teddy and carried it around for me.. blehZz- It sucked coz I had class in the afternoon and couldn't spend more time with baby.

Class was a bore.. I couldn't wait to get out, mainly coz everyone told me Cherisse was gonna come to MD and see us coz she's leaving on Friday. After class I walked to our area and saw Cherisse AND SHAZ!!!! I was so suprised and I practically screamed out loud and ran to hug her. Shazzie baby u suck! Hee-hee! Glad you're back and damn woman you're getting skinny! I thought UK made ppl bloat up.. *lol*

Shaz brought back for me a necklace and a FCUK tee.. So lawa and the FCUK bag is so LAWA.. Forgive me for being sakai but I LOVE FCUK and in case you haven't noticed, we don't have one in Brunei!! Jidz made me a huge bday card and got most ppl to sign it. Thanks AuntyME! ;) HadeE and Kel came to MD as well.. :) I haven't seen them in awhile so I was pretty excited to see all of them together in one place at the same time. It was awesome. Thank you everyone who made my day a perfect one. I had the best time with all of you and I love you guys..! Thanks for all the sms-es and the gifts and most importantly, thanks for being there with me.

2004-07-25T02:30:00.000+08:00

OMG, *hee-hee* Dayat has a friendster and he's been checking it every now and then and when I say every now and then I mean every hour.. *LOL* He seems to be obsessed now.. *haha*

So I didn't register today, so I'm roaming around the school trying to avoid my tutors and hiding in the ICT room doing nothing. I was surfing around and found this site called LOVE.TEST Its actually pretty cool and I did have my fair share of laughs with the results I got and the weird compatibility test I did with Kaer AF2 *LOL* (I got a 89% compatiblity with him)

Oh, today is Muaz's birthday.. Happy Birthday then you old cow. I still have 3 more days before I turn into an old cow myself. 3 MORE DAYS PPL! *huge grin* and looks at Ismail and Khalid :)

Oh btw, big shout out to HAZ BABY and APAN who'll be celebrating their birthday tomorrow. I won't tell you their age though. ;) HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HAZ & APAN ON 25/7 *hugs*

<3

2004-07-14T16:39:00.000+08:00

I got my TONGUE PIERCED!!! Just before school started.. :D NAISHHHH.... :D It was like swollen for about 3 days and now its fine.. Yeah baby its FYN~ ;) Oh HAPPY BDAY to CHERISSE on 13/7, you're tua you old cow ;) but still hawt! Happy B'day to Khai today and Happy Bday to Olivia tomoro!! :D N my bday's coming up too.. *hint* ppl!!

Ching just bought me a cute Elmo teddy dats SOOO CUTE!! ;) Thanks luv.. ;) I told Gex to get me a tongue stud and Sham to get me those adorable Me-To-U teddy.. ;D *hehe* hey its the first time I actually bug ppl to get me stuff.. I'm entitled to do that once in a while right? :D

Neways baby Danial is gonna be one month old on the 18th.. *yay* Well.. I'm gonna go wild this month and next month it'll be my mocks.. *sigh* Forget the depressing part.. M gonna parteeyyyy for my bday...yayyysss!

<3<3<3<3<3

2004-07-02T21:55:00.000+08:00

Hi!! :)
I'm obsessed with... getting my TONGUE pierced!! I want, I want, I want... :D hee-hee! So naish.. *drooLs* at pix of ppl w their tongue pierced..

Can't believe holidays are over.. *sigh* Boring eh.. I didn't do much during da hols; going to fits place & sneaking out.. *heh* Noo! I don't do anything much when I sneak out.. Its just with the gurls and some close guy frens.. hangin out at the stadium, drinking and all.. no big!

Oh and Nemo tried to bring in drinks and they all got confiscated.. SASAKKKEEHHH!!! *mental* I was hoping he wud bring some home.. He didn't even manage to find Clinique Happy for me.. I LOVE THAT PERFUME!! *hint* (its July already) ;)

*ehem* I like chocolates, teddybears, frogs, Clinique Happy for Men (parfum) :D tongue studs, a CAR? (trying my luck) hee-hee! okay okay, fine.. ooh, maybe you can get the lead singer of Hoobastank for me :D *drools* :D

Nyhow, I just got back from visiting Baby Danial :D He's SOOO much cuter right now.. I'll post more of his pix up nanti ayght.. mwahz ppl! :)

x0x0

2004-06-21T14:42:00.000+08:00

My baby nephew, Baby Danial.. He's soooo CUTE! I just wanna pinch his cheeks and keep kissing him.. Eeeks... I'm a sucker for babies!! :D CUTEEEE!!!! :D I am SO gonna spoil my baby nephew.. Baby, aunty lidz LOVES YOU... mwahs mwahs mwahs :D tee-hee! :D

Baby Danial.. eeeehhh, cute ehh.. hahah.. uhm.. i shouldn't be posting this..*lol*

Me & Mas at coffeezone just hanging out doing nothing.. Typical Bruneians.. Oh well..

2004-06-20T19:34:00.000+08:00

Its father’s day today and I totally spaced out about it. I woke up so late in the afternoon! I didn’t even go to visit baby Danial.. I miss my little nephew already :( .. Me and Fits was supposed to go JP tonight to watch her little bro skate for the Borneo Skate thingie but we’re just too tired to do anything. I feel lazy and fat now! *sighs* I don’t feel like doing anything now...

2004-06-19T18:42:00.000+08:00

I’m not a perfect person,
there are many things I wished I didn’t do
But I continue learning. I never meant to do those things to you.
And so I have to say before I go, that I just want you to know

I’ve found a reason for me, to change who I used to be
A reason to start over new, and the reason is you

I’m sorry that I hurt you, its something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through, I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears, that’s why I need you to hear

I’ve found a reason for me, to change who I used to be
A reason to start over new, and the reason is you...

I’m not a perfect person, I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go that I just want you to know

I’ve found a reason for me, to change who I used to be
A reason to start over new, and the reason is you
I’ve found a reason to show, a side of me you didn’t know
A reason for all that I do.. And the reason is you..

I love YOU always...

2004-06-19T18:11:00.000+08:00

Hehe, I just arrived home from Fitri's house and we're both just going crazy with the whole mms thingie. We're like sending voice msges here n there.. She just won't stop laughing this psycho girl but heck its FUN! You should try it.. Its like being on the phone but fun-er actually.. *lol* Buang duit! :P

Lets see, we drove around just now and I've got Daniel and Hafiz screaming in the back seat coz of my freaky driving (which is totally intentional) :p kehehe.. Hmm, speaking of which.. this reminds me of Kyle, (Khy) who promised to call me before he left to UK but didn't.. :( *sigh* Oh well, he IS coming back in August neways.. I miss u K!!! muahuggers- eh so malash eh.. laterz...

2004-06-19T10:53:00.000+08:00

My sister's baby was due on 25.6 but heck baby danial decided to come out a week early.. I'M AN AUNTY!!!!! *hee-hee* I mean I have loads of nephews but none that is u knw that's from my family.. hahah I'm typing giberish.. I'm just so EXCITED!!! And my baby nephew is SOOO cute.. I'll post a pix next time ya.. Off to the hospital.. :D

2004-06-17T20:30:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday Wira & Kimin!! :D

I malas to blog lah.. haiyah... Khy is leaving tomorrow and I haven't spent any time with him esp now since I'm SO grounded.. :( I'm gonna miss you baby.. :( Luv yah loads.. I'm too depressed to go on now.. :(

2004-06-09T12:08:00.000+08:00

WOOO HOOO!!! Exams are OVER! Over baby, OOooOO-VeEerRr! *lol*
Time to get my wild side back.. =D *hint* Khalid, Alim, Fits & Mas ;)

Ooh, someone's birthday is coming up soon... *looks at Fits* =D
Max.. Auntie Lidz sayangs you! :D I'm so hyper right now.. am at netcom MCD at the moment and yeah Ching is playing CS and screaming next to me.. OOooh, last Thursday I went to CZ with Fits and Mas. GUess who I saw?! EZEBEAR!!! I miss that guy!!! Its been a LOOONG time... *sighs* I gave him a big hug and didn't wanna let him go but he had to :( *sniff*

I can't wait for the hols. Me and the girls are planning a one day trip to Labuan! :D Neways, I'm too lazy to go on yapping so laterz!

<333 Haz and Max :D btw Haz, nanti I send you the pix of you ppl playing in the rain aites.. *huggiesHUGGIES* :D Haz GABOO...

2004-06-02T20:54:00.000+08:00

Oh NO! My lovey-dovey mood is back!! *haha* Isn't it amazing how thinking of a person can make you smile like a goof-ball just like that. *nyeh*

Heh, me and the gurls got to hang out with Jeff and Sham just now. After their exams we went to C.A to eat and hang just like old times. *sigh* I miss our seniors. School's gonna suck balls when their exams are over.

Oh yea, today's Sharon's bday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETIE!! Mwahss <3333

Awu Mel, congrats on winning the debate you guys. Awu bawa tia trophy balik ahh.. hahahah (overheard convo of you and ali) *hahah*

I can't wait to watch Harry Potter 3!!! Shit, am I a kid for saying this? Hahah, sori Jav.. Exam more important.. You CAN'T watch!!!! *evil laugh* Someone sed I'm "HOT" tonight. Thanx dude, that shud boost my ego for now. *LOL*

FANTASIAAA WINSS! *LOL* I hope I got my info right. *MwAHahHAha* Can't wait for Shaz, Cherisse, Nur and Kimmy to come home! Miss u gurls! =D

Eh Fit... Walaupun kan bday.. Alrite ppl remember Fitri's birthday.. 12-06 *hee-hee* Watch out for the BGC BITCHES on that day/nite anywhere....

Eh bah.. I'm so bored.. I'm just going on n on n changing topic every now and then... *panings* Gonna have sushi tomorrow.. *nyummie*

2004-06-01T20:31:00.000+08:00

i'm still in luv with u baby... <3333333333 mwahss

2004-05-28T11:41:00.000+08:00

Just had my Chem exam this morning and it SUCKED balls!! *grr* I'm in gdg rite now with Far, Ching and the gang. We're gonna watch Day After Tomorrow later at the Mall.. *sigh*

I just bought Red's shoes just now and I'm not gonna mention the price :p *haha* Just in case anyone he knows reads this..
*sigh*

Laters

2004-05-27T12:37:00.000+08:00

Okay.. Maybe I was being a little too childish by hating someone just like that.. Okay, I admit that was pretty stupid and I'm sorry.. I never liked hating someone.. Its just a waste of my time and energy.

I'm at netcom at the moment just checking my mail and blogging. I might even play cs for awhile. Need to let off some steam. I'll be having my exams for 4 days in a row. Tomorrow's my last one for the week though. *sighs*

Anyways, off to let out some steam.. Happy Birthday Reddish & Hamdi on 28.5 and 29.5 <3 <3

2004-05-21T17:45:00.000+08:00

Shit.. How long have I been away...? Can't be bothered anymore.. Things are getting more complicated each day.. Am having my AS at the moment.. Wish me luck! Oh a hint to ppl who I dislike.. Stay away from me.. Stay FAAAARR away coz if I do get near you when I'm not in a good mood, you better pray to God and make sure he saves you...!!!!

Lidz...
Not having a good time...
Too busy being pissed off at certain ppl..
Too busy being upset knowing some stuff...
TOo angry to THINK!!!!!

2004-04-28T19:53:00.000+08:00

I've been reading through my testimonials and shiet, I just wanna say I LOVE ALL OF YOU! hee-hee! :D And I weali miss Khy! :( We haven't been talking or texting each other much and I hardly go online now.. *sighs* But he'll still be my babe.. ;)

I'm so damn stressed out with exams and all and with the shit I have to go through every day at home GOD HELP ME! My bestfriend is sorta trying or might already be going out with this guy that I don't like much! But what can I do? Just gonna support her and hope she doesn't tell me about her life with him. UGH! Shit! Uhm... Damn it! Charmed is on now... Toodles~

2004-04-21T20:40:00.000+08:00

Lidzie!

Lidz n Fits

DanieL =]

HaHAHhaHAHa.. Lidz you VAIINNNN BIATCH! *lolz* Lidz syg DanieL! ;D
More next time!

2004-04-21T20:18:00.000+08:00

Bought a new phone!! Samsung P400! hee-hee! Wish I got a 6600 instead tho. I hate school (nothing new) and I'm watching Charmed now! Eh boring eh! Life sux, I've got nothing to blog about, I miss Fidz and I feel guilty coz I didn't have time to layan Envy coz I had tons of assignments to do. :( Oh well.. Fcuk it! I'll post up pictures soon! :D I'm feeling vain tonight! *haha*

2004-04-14T19:41:00.000+08:00

So, since I haven’t been blogging much I’m just gonna sum up wat I did in the past week :)

Thursday:

- Had a gulingtangan meeting
Lots of ppl actually showed up. Naish! We (seniors) just kinda intro-ed ourselves and put them into groups and messed around a lot :p

That night:

- Went to cz
Me, Mas & Raul hung out a cz just to kill time coz we were planning to watch the 11:35 show i.e. “The Eye 2” at the Mall. We were there at 7 plus! The people there were really annoying though. Screaming and shit, its just pure annoying! Sure you can have some fun but hey I still wanna keep my eardrums! I saw twinme, gex, nina, syaf, beb, joe and even anna & nickey! =)

Had a cigg, drink, more ciggs, more drinks.. then came the kinky stuff! *haha* we were totally talking about kinky stuff! Just the three of us. Then Ping and Hafiz came by and they joined us. Gex and boboi came a bit later. *phew* 2 girls and all that guys talking about kinky stuff. *naughtyness* I wish I was drunk though. (Don’t ask!) Hahah! Oh and Azim was there too, I didn’t really tagur him. Don’t know why but I wanted to though.

I got bored of just sitting there so Mas and I went to The Mall to get our tickets and that’s when we saw Fidzie and her baby! : D w0its! C Lidz jealous lah! *winx*

- During the show
DAMN IT! My eardrums were about to burst!!! Mas is LOUD! She was holding on to me and Raul and good Lord, she is LOUD! :S I watched the movie already so I was prepared for the scary parts. *nyeh* Every time Mas started screaming my dad would just look and laugh. *haha* My dad’s such a cutie! ;) The part in the taxi and the lift totally scared the shit out of me. *shivers* I reached home really late, so much for going to extra classes tomorrow!

Friday:

I heard someone screaming and knocking on my bedroom door that morning. It was my psychotic mum! Urgh! Hate it when she butts into my life and does “what’s best for me.” Screw that! I was feeling sick, rupanya I had a fever. :S Poor me! *nyeh* She didn’t even bother to like ask what’s wrong with me and just started swearing and saying how useless I was bla, bla… I was like screw you! You’ll get what you deserve nanti and boy was I right about that. That same afternoon she had a minor accident at the 3-lane roundabout at Kiulap. She didn’t get hurt though but her “precious” car got a little dented. *HAH* I was like “SERVES YOU RIGHT!!!”

Saturday:

Went to school sick! :S Ended up going to the hospital at night. Khy wanted me to go out but I couldn’t. :S I miss that boy! I hate being sick! What a boring Saturday night. *sighs* Hadee texted me and confirmed our date tomorrow. :D I was like “Shit hope I feel better then!”

Sunday:

So…. Yeah! I did go to gdg. Met Daniel, his baby and Hadee. Watched a movie, “Stand Tall?” (summit like that) That movie rawked! *heheh* :D My date was really quiet but he’s a really nice guy. I had a good time even if we didn’t talk much. The “silence” we had didn’t really bother me. It usually does so I guess I feel comfortable around this guy. That’s a good sign. We went to cz after that and just hung out there till it was time for them to go. Daniel and I stayed till 7 plus. We ended up eating at Rose Garden coz there was nothing to eat at McD’s. Overall, I had a good time.

Monday:

Nur came to MD. I ran up to her and hugged her. Man, I mish that gurl! She didn’t even tell me that she was back! I totally forgot about the Bowling meeting that I had to help be in-charge of and Ica had to text me when I was already at home. I had to rush all the way to school coz I already missed the first meeting. :S I’m such a flake! After the meeting, I met up with Abg Sham and dangani-ed him to cz. We had a long talk about the past. How things used to be and man, time does really fly. We were like laughing about something and Abg just became all excited and accidentally broke the glass at cz. *haha* wh0ops! We had to pay 4 bucks for that! Hee-hee! Malu eh! We went to the football field later to check out our guys who happened to have a match that day. OH! cHab0 s0ng raWks! (MD footie team!) ;)

Oh and anyone who tries to call me with an unknown number plz text me beforehand so I won’t think it’s a psycho person who tries bug me all the time yeah. Coz trust me I’ve been through that. Blegh-

2004-04-13T15:36:00.000+08:00

I'm bored in school. Its 330+ and I'm next to Fitri just boring our butts off. We're supposed to be studying Biology but the ICT is just tempting especially with all the empty chairs! haha.. neways Happy Birthday Khy sweetie babe! mwahs-

Laters!

2004-04-06T21:02:00.000+08:00

Had a debate in GP class this morning. Something about "exams should be abolished" and I'm supposed to agree with that statement. So i say HELL YEAH! *haha* I was the first speaker and Mel had to write my speech for me coz i didn't even know the motion of the debate at first. Yani kept interrupting me with points and stuff and I wasn't in the jahat mood so I was like "yeah sure MADAM" *haha* sheesh! Being formal just isn't me man!

I was SOOO craving sushi since last night but didn't end up having any for lunch like I was planning to. Instead Jen, Mas and I went to Hypermart foodcourt to have lunch. Like as if I wasn't feeling sucky enough my order had to come like HALF AN HOUR later! I almost lost my appetite but I was really hungry. :( Damn ET, nice food but slow service!

After eating we walked around abit and Jen wanted to look for the wax "hand-making" thingie. We found it eventually and the dudes were pretty cool, they even used our hands to make new wax models. Coolies! Went upstairs and checked out clothes baybeh! :) We're still waiting for our allowance tho. Darn government!

Jen & Mas wanted to have a fag so we went to the toilet at Season's coz they didn't like smoking in public. I left them and went to netcom to play cs! hee-hee! Had a great time playing cs with ching and the guys. Imagine just 10 guys and 3 girls, screaming and trying to "kill" each other. That's fun for me! Did more screaming and "dying" than "killing" cheh! ;p

Oh and a few days ago Daniel was like telling me some guy really likes me and I was like huh? who? "Oh he's my gurl's cousin and he just came back from UK. He keeps saying you're soOOO lawa and all" *cheh* First thing that came on my mind was this guy from friendster called "Hades" *haha* I think its him though. ;p I pretty much ate up all his compliments. *hahah* Damn it! Lidz stop being kambang-ish! hee-hee!

I miss Khy, he hasn't been around much and I haven't talked to him in awhile with my pc being busted. Oh I'm at my cousin's place now just in case you ppl are wondering. Man, I need a guy! *lol* Don't know why. Oh and I heard Envy's in MD so.. [Envy, YOU ARE?! How come I didn't know that?] Wira jahat! He should've intro-ed us (i.e if I'm right about you being in MD) *hee-hee* Heh, wira's always there for me to bug. Kan ABG wira?! *haha* Here's some suga from me mmwwahs- ;p

I'm really pooped, I just came back from tuition so laters ppl! <3

2004-04-06T14:33:00.000+08:00

Hate this! I'm stuck in school and my Pc's busted! Can't be long with all the people staring at me :S Oh well... shitz! I'll blog properly when my PC's fixed yeah.. :)

2004-04-03T21:27:00.000+08:00

damn it! My PC's BUSTED!! I can't be long so fcuk it!

2004-03-30T21:18:00.000+08:00

[current mood] hyper
[current music] Frankie J- We Still
[current hair] straight w/ light brown highlights
[current annoyance] uhm, nuthin! :)
[current longing] to leave Brunei
[current thing i should be doing] sleeping!
[current favourite band] Maroon 5 :D
[current refreshment] apple juice *hyper*
[current worry] exams!
[current crush] not telling :p
[toothbrush] uhh?
[jewelry worn daily] my ring!
[pillow cover] yellow/blue color
[handbag] uhm.. what?!
[perfume/cologne] davidoff cool water :D *NyUm*
[tattoos] Yes please!
[piercings] ears
[in my head] my brain! *nyeh*
[hearing] music..
[wishing] i was in australia; partying my ass offf!! :D
[talking to] khy & andrew :D

I can't believe I'm doing this. I'm jobless too! I'm hyper and bored at the same time! *grrr*

<3

2004-03-30T18:09:00.000+08:00

Happy, happy, happy, happy but so damn tired! *sighs* I miss Shaz. Can't wait to see her! :(
Khy, I'm sorry. I'm flat broke and now that school's reopened again I'm just so busy with work and all. I so wanna hang with you and all and talk to you but I just can't at the moment. I'll find time for you aites.
Daniel, you suck! Don't wanna layan me nemur. Some kind of a bestfriend you are. Awu, layan your daling sja. Fine! Hmph! :(

Too tired, laters.

2004-03-29T21:36:00.000+08:00

Just felt like posting up more pictures.

Me & MeL <3

Sweetie Khy :) *cutes* hee-hee!

TwinMe Khalid! *mwahs*

Love you guys! <3 <3 <3

2004-03-29T20:59:00.000+08:00

Just got home from tuition and my head is spinning from all those math formulae and shit. *w0ozie* I've been thinking; since I want to leave Brunei that badly, would I grab the opportunity if I had it?

I should becoz:
-Brunei's boring; nothing to do
-parents will forever be around to bug you
-can't do anything you want
-can't go anywhere w/out ppl knowing you n telling on you

I shouldn't becoz:
-I get homesick easily
-I'll miss my friends

Oh shit! Just these 2 reasons will make me wanna stay :( Damn it! Hate me ppl so I can leave!! *nyeh* Okay DON'T! *uwaaa* I'm lost!

I was bored so..

Me and my twinnie baby!

2004-03-29T17:53:00.000+08:00

I'm so pooped! (do you even use that word nowadays?) *nyeh* First day of school after the hols and I'm aleady late. I woke up at 7am for cryin out loud!! Fits is back! I'm so glad to see her. I almost ran up to her and just gave her a hug but then the stitch is still there. *nyeh* Thank God I didn't have GP which was first period, ended up playing cards with Mas in the auditorium. Cold, quiet and alone! Had a cigg too! :D Man, when am I ever gonna quit. I mean I don't smoke ALL the time. Its only when I feel like it. I thought the day was gonna get better; second period: Chemistry TEST!! I was like wathell?! Uhm, fine whatever! Didn't go in class after that till lunchtime. I couldn't be bothered to. Faye just came back from kL as well and she got me this silver keychain with my name on it. So purdy! :D Thanx sweetie!

The asshole was hanging out at our area with our group. Jerk! Hate seeing him! But I've got to thank him though. If it wasn't because of the way he treated me that night through text I would have still been obsessed with him. Now I just plain hate him. Well, not really. Oh skoo you!

I was supposed to have tution after my afternoon math class but I was too tired so.. u know skipped again! O=) Went home instead, instead of falling straight on my bed mum wanted me to come along to check out some lightings and furnitures for our new house. (yes i know moving house twice a year is crazy) This house now is ours but its not our permanent house so if any of you wanna rent or buy a house contact me yeah ;P *tee-hee*

So yeah, I changed the layout again. I think the teddybear thingie was a little scary. I mean I love teddies but I'm beginning to freak out with all those teddies staring straight at me. I mean they are adorable and all but oh crap, whatever!! I'm gonna shut up now! Gonna have an early dinner and then tuition again. :) Skoo it!

2004-03-29T14:22:00.000+08:00

OMG! Finally.. I was bugging Envy too. Fair lah, you bug me and I bug you! *haha* I love my background music :D *sw0on* This song is for Khyrul.. He's been a sweetie these few uhm weeks? Thanks for having my back. Oh shit! I spent hours doing this shit and I have school tomoro. God DAMN FRIENDSTER. I keep getting a mail from friendster but nothing on my "home" page. Skoo you! I'm getting lazy now.. *haha* lalalala~ School, school, school and I stil haven't done my homework. *haha* I'll just copy off someone tomoro morning. :P

Nites ppl!

2004-03-28T21:19:00.000+08:00

Shit! I've become a teddy bear freak! No!! This can't be happening! *haha*
I'm just gonna see if this blog thingie works. Envy, thanx for the help anyways coz that guy was pissing the hell out of me. I was like damn it, go explore dude! You'll find a way :P *haha*

Laters,
lidzie`